1st Dinner??? LOLz

2day was the 1st day i had dinner 2gether with her parents...

Got a bit nervous at the 1st.. haha.. but actually it turn out...

there's nothing to be nervous at all... ^ ^... at juz realise i was actually

sitting beside her dad jz now... LOLz... this evening her dad

joke at me also... i was like saying.. "rmb to earn more money to 

repay ur dad back" to my bi bi... and it turn out "nxt time rmb

to giv more money when marrying" from her dad... i was like... 

>.< "BOMB"...haha... LOLz... 

Worried... Wondering... Blur...

Nitez Bi... 你睡着了，但我还是睡不着...

不知为何，突然间这些问题出现在我脑海里...

突然想了想，就想到了，万一如果，我们读不同

学院... 我很担心会发生此事，因为之前的经验...

我开始觉得害怕... 我发觉，不知不觉中，我很想认真的

向未来开始打算... 因为你的影响... 我开始便乖了很多...

之前的恋情... 我都有下定过决心要改过... 不可以闹了...

要认真读书... 但全都没做到... 上学期还闹到成绩一塌糊涂...

看来不只是你开始对我有依赖了, 我也开始很依赖你了...

不知该怎么表达我此刻的心情... 总之我只想说...

Bi, 我爱你... ^ ^

It's been some time...

It's been some time since i got sick... haha... ytd suddenly

got flu and started to feel my whole body is hot...

looks like i'm getting sick alr... After a good night sleep...

i feel alot better now... even it's not fully recovered...

Bi also sick alr, wat a co-incident... LOL...

Hope we both will get well soon ^ ^

"Unsecure... Get Lost..."

All i wanted to do is just to let her know that my ex called....

and there goes her display msg on msn "Unsecure... get Lost"

the feeling after seeing that line of msg... Undescribable...

Sorry that i made her feel bad.... i just wanted to be honest...

because i love her, so i hope there's no secret between us...

from the day i realise i love her... is the day i totally let off

my previous relationship... From the day she say....

'i accept u'.... i swore... i'll giv all my love for her... protect her...

will it last a lifetime? i don't know, only God knows...

However... i'll work hard for it...

A busy day for her... A drama chasing day for me again... But...

Woke up and saw msg from quek quek bi, asking me to have

breakfast at her house. Invited by her mom... LOL... was 

a bit surprise, and of cos a bit happy...

nothing special happened the whole day, was watching the 

drama i've been chasing wherelse bi had a busy day,

cleaning up the house...

after knowing bi, the time seems to move faster,

without notice it was night alr...

came home, and recalled my coordinator said my supp paper

result will be out these few days, and guess wat!!

(  D+  ) that was wat i got, i failed...

Recalled back, i hate that i was easily affected by relationship,

becos of past relationship, i was having problems with it,

end up i din't pay attention to my studies at all,

in the end, that's the punishment i got...

i not only disappoint myself, the most important 1 is

i've disappointed my dad. ARGH!!!!!!!!!! 

HOME ALONE ...

So long din't spend the whole day at home alr, 2day woke up at 11.30

ate some biscuits plus a cup of milo and spent the whole afternoon 

watching a hong kong drama, back to a drama freak? LOLz...

One more thing, this is the first day since 2gether with her that i din't

find her, haha. The weird thing is, it seems like very long i din't met her,

juz miss her like crazy. A few moments on the day i felt like going to her

house to find her, LOLz.

How long can we last >.<

Bi, will it really be our last relationship? I don't know, haha,

but i'm willing to work for it, i do hope we can last till the end of our life.

Promise u not to say anything of my past anymore, let us both look

forward to the future together, let us build our own memories.

Don't ever feel you made me lose my private space, 

being together with you is everything i ever wanted, after all, i'm yours right?

^ ^ There's stil plenty of things we don't know between us, so there's stil alot

for me to learn from u. Hope it'll take a life time for me to learn bout u, so

i'll need to be together with you for my whole life. LOLz... 

Love you...

1st date

2day is our 1st date, went out for a movie and had a lunch 2gether,

seems that each and everyday, the feeling i have for her

is getting stronger, cant deny that i was really very happy 2day,

hope there's stil plenty of us going out hanging out 2gether in future.

I'm sorry

Said something bad 2day that cause her to cry,

i'm so bad, when i saw the 1st tears of hers, 

just cant control the feeling i had,

how on earth did i said those words to hurt her.

I'm so sorry...

09.09.08 ^ ^

Life is full of surprises and wonders, 

for the mean time, i'm enjoying my life wit her,

will last? i'm not sure and i cant be sure bout that, 

cos i cant see the future, but wat i can be sure is, 

i do love her, i juz wan to share every single moment

of my life wit her now. Hoping that she'll be happy

always ^ ^